piggy

I feel like my life is so boring and empty.

I live in a town that has too many people for its size. There is so much gossip. I know who has done what with who and so much stuff I couldn't care less about.

But I want to do something. I want to travel somewhere new. I want to meet new people. I want to have real fun. Like so much fun I can't stop smiling and laughing. i can't even remember how long it's been since I have felt that way.

I feel so distracted now.

There is always something wrong with me physically and it makes me feel disgusting about myself. Right now I itch like crazy because I have a rash. It's completely gross.

I don't even know what I am writing about.

I just apologized for basically hating someone. I feel a lot better now. I don't want to hate anyone anymore.

This makes no sense and I am at work so I'm just going to post it.